It was amaziNg how thiNgs haf changed... I had initially lost trust in Love totally till he came by. If u asked me why, i wouldn't be able to explain too =) Alot of ppl came in to my life for the past 9 mths but none is able to touched me like he did^ But still veri tHankful for everyone who tried to pick me up during that period of time cos i noe some of them are genuine in their care for me.. It is just tHe feeliNgs tat he gave, tHe security he had given me to make me willing to try it one more time just for him. Perhaps like ppl always say.. "mEeting the rite ppl at the rite time" Now i believe so (".)

I had fallen to the bottom of the pit previously but now i'm learnin to climb up from where i fall. Dun deny tHe fear might still exist a little but appreciates everything that he's willing to do for me be it from tolerating my temper & to pampering me like a princess... I'm so grateful tat i found back tHe meaning to life.. Sorri for making those who cares for me worried for me for the past 9 mths esp my lovely mum & sis.. But dun wori k, I'm realli perfectly fine now & is well taken care of ~

" Dedicated to my dearest Micheal Chang :
Dear, Appreciates ur Love & care & everything tat u re willing to do for me. I understand human beings do haf differences at times and it is not easy to maintain a relationship but we will work on it together alrite aNd i promise u tat i will walk out of his shadow & haf nothing to do wif him veri soon ~ Hope we can walk hand in hand till tHe rest of the time and be so loviNg & sweet always =) "

A promise siNce 22 August 2009

My dEarest Micheal Chang

tKs dEar, u made mE trust LOVE again... Appreciate every little thiNgs u did for me =)

Wat a guy who is not even able to pay up tHe $50 he was supposed to pay every moNth for his OWN Hp bill.. How pathetic it is.. Like i said before U wanna spEnt moNey on someone else or urself please pay off ur debts first Or if tat person LOVE u so much pls ask her to help u pay off ur debts.. I'm not asking for anything too much, tis is just wat u are supposed to be paying me back & for godness sake it is not even enough to cover ur Hp bill each moNth not to even mention the balance u accumulate & owe further each moNth. Pls dun make thiNgs so ugly.. U came to me & ask me not to make things till like tat & to let u continue the contract under my name till next year wen the contract ends & promise u will carry on paying each mth.. But wat i received in the end was only u paying me 1 time in July & in August U dun even wanna reply my msg wen i asked u abt it even though how much i dun wish to contact u . Wat a coward ~ Just my luck to fall in Love wif sumone like u which i will nVr ever feel contented to haf u before yet only disgusted to haf fallen for someone like u... DuN even wish to mention to haf such a pathetic PAST wif u before.. Pls save some face for urself & do something abt it..