Why can an almost 7 years relationship be so fragile...Y can't u be truthful & faithful to me.. I give my everything to u yet in return i got the deepest hurt. I trusted that every nite u were out wif ur colleague but everything proves me wrong. U even got another sim card just to hide everything from me. Whoever has been reading my blog & telling him things. Please also go & tell him. I have choose to deceive myself for the past few months as i tot that this relationship still can be salvage & i tried means & ways to save it back. But he himself destroyed everything that is there.

Alot of memories are holding me back but still i haf got to let go.. There isn't any choice for me anymore.

31 Jan 2002 - 18 November 2008......

More pics...

Smart Him

Cool Chong

Act cool ya =)

Attended HIS cousin's wedding yesterday at Grand Plaza Park Hotel. Congrats to the newlywed, Ivan & Shirlyn =) It was a super tiring day as we woke up early at 7 plus to hurry down to Jurong as he is suppose to be the brother for the day. Slept late the night before as we had went to Mustafa to get his pants. Home only at 3 plus midnight. Only left a few hrs of slp =( Aniwae, It's the 1st time i see him wearing pants (".) Smart ya.
Can u be tis loviNg forever?

Luv tis pic to the bits... Smile from the bottom of my hearts

Not ready yet.. kekez

Two smart & handsome guys.. LOL


ChoNg

At the wedding dinner

Baby Cavin

Cute aiN't he ..

How i wished time had just stopped at that point of time.....

Back... back....back... All because of WONG LI RONG. Lol...

Cause she say my blog veri boring ask me come update =) IT'S FRIDAY.. Finally we have come to the end of the week. & Next Friday will be my last day wif my current company, taking a 1 week break before starting at my new workplace & also to study for my upcoming exams which falls on the 24th nov & 1st Dec... Econs & Accts.. DIE, haha =)

Pics of Aloysius on Tues when i was at Sis Iris Hse ...

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离开你是傻是对是错
是看破是软弱

是结果是爱是恨或者是什么

如果是种解脱

怎么会还有眷恋在我心窝

那么爱你为什么

从女性观点让我明白的说

无论你是挖心掏肺,呼天抢地,或是热情如火

不只白白若人讨厌,让人嫌你罗嗦

恨不得没有跟你认识过

你讲也讲不懂,听又听不懂

懂又不会做,做又做不好

你现在唱这样的歌

你到底是想对我说什么

面对陌生疑惑肯定困难的生活

过去的日子,仿佛偷偷在笑我

笑我的落魄,也笑我的执著

也许吧他爱你比我多

有太多男女,就象你就象我

年纪轻轻开始拍拖

纯纯的的爱,或者天雷地火

眼看卿卿我,我眼看情海生波

最终日子还得往下过

你可以说我冷漠,或是怪我刻薄

我倒想等著看你,没我能不能活

你现在唱个这样的歌

你以为我们之间还会有什么

U deleted away every traces of me in ur hp. My calls, my msg, even my name. Perhaps even in ur heart, i'm long gone. Do u noe how hurting it is.. I doubt u will ever know. Are u afraid anyone will see ur phone or am i just so irritating.

I missed the times we once had which is no longer there.

I'm giving myself & u oNe last chance. If u choose to give it up, i will!! even though how hard it might be..

So so so so damn irritated....... As my HP memory card just went haywire!!! All the photos i took yesterday at Baby Aloysius "baby shower" & Jaedon (Amy's son) 1 year Burfdae are gone. In fact all my files are gone. Sad =( Reformatted it before it can be use.. Haiz..

Aniwae, yesterday was at Sis cyndi's hse for my nephew Aloysius Full moNth celebration. Almost all my relatives came. Thereafter was to Aranda Country Club for Jaedon's 1 year birthday. Whole day of looking at babies & children. Last destination was at ECP jetty for fishing wif him, xinyao & his gf. Homed at 4 plus... Shagged.

Brought Niko for grooming today at CCK wif him, chong & xinyao. The place was recommended by xinyao. & it's pretty gd. Niko looks more neat now & i could see her beautiful eyes.

Presenting to you, my lovely Niko

Gotta go, workin tomoro! Nitez..