我懂失去的悲伤
也懂进退的挣扎

但想起过去
都是失望
又何必要放不下

是习惯 还是爱
不放心 还是不甘心

编织过的梦想
自己也可以抵达
谁说一定要有他

Day Out wif LiNg 0n 25 April 2009

KTV session at China KTV from 3 to 6pm
Walked from Parklane to shop at Bugis Village, followed by Iluma & Parco from 6pm all the way to 10 plus.. tHen walked backed from Bugis to IOI plaza wanting to play pool but realised it was closed. walked all the way back to Parklane again to play pool... Legs breaking =) But a fun day indeed wif my gal.. Aftermath, met up wif joalyne, Karin & Ting'er at Mr Bean together wif LiNg. Chatted till 5am & left for supper at Geylang "Dou Jiang Yu Tiao" Homed at closed to 7am.. Super shagged, almost 24 hrs w/o slp cos woke up early in the mornin for work.. Slept through my suNday all the way till 9pm.. Unbelievable! LOL =)

Caught her singing

Fri Nite, 24 April 2009 - Chill out at Bliss - Punggol Park

Yun and mE

Joalyne, Cheryl, Celine, Wennaline

18 April 2009 - Aloysius First Swim
Went to SAF Yatch club wif family for Aloysius first swim in pool, really adorable (".)

We took a similar pic when Aston went for his first swim 2 years + back, =)

So happy

After so loNg, everything goes back to where it was & even worst now i could say.. I'm the same old me but alot of thiNgs had changed =) tHanks everyone who pulled me up the last time. I let some of u down i noe, u all were disappointed with me. I was stupid.. All of my true friends were telling me so. But i could only say my stupidity is to the max... I hated myself too for tat, for being so naive.. I always believe ppl who makes mistakes ought to be given a chance but i was WRONG.. I believed everything was true but slowly and slowly, everything shows. To u, i'm a evil, scheming, cunning person who spoils everything that u had planned. If i'm realli such a person who would harm u, would i wait till now. & i didn't even noe from the start alot of things but by the time i noe i couldn't leave. Haf u ever tot of my intention? After being fooled by u once, i still do not wish that u were hurt. I just wanted to help which turns out to u the other way. Ur words were sharp like knives, ur actions were heartless. U feel tat i'm back to take revenge, u felt that i plotted everything right from the start. If i noe u were tat cruel & heartless, perhaps i will. I too wished i was such a clever person. Each & every time i placed ur feelings before me, but in return to get hurt from u... I have did all i could to help u for the last time, whether or not u appreciates it ! Cos to u, it was wat i shd do since i'm the one who landed u in this plight.. But u will never realised the pain u inflicted on me for this lifetime.

It's time to really let go & tis time round i hope i'll be firm.

George Granville ~ Of all pains, the greatest pain, Is to love, and to love in vain ~

Just got home not long ago. Met up wif Joalyne, Karin & Ting'er at East coast earlier.. Joalyne had secretly planned to celebrate Ting's bday for her since it's her actual day. Chilled at Breeze Bar & Ah goh came down to join us too.. Been ages since i last saw him & karin. Had a fun nite, drinking & playing =) Pics are wif Karin & Ting'er, will upload wen i got them.. Remember to send to us ya my dear gals...

Recapped :-

Exam is finalli over and fear to come will only be in 10 weeks time, LOL, Results.. Haiz, pray hard for a pass =)

Wed nite, headed down to Double O to attend Ting'er's Pre Bday celebration wif joalyne.. Her actual day is today, Happy Birthday ya !! Bday gal was almost drunk when we arrive, stayed for awhile & homed at 3 plus... So so so tired =)

taken at yun's hse

tHeme for the nite set by tiNg - black stockings, LOL =)

oN the way down

mE, joalyne & bday gal

still sober enough to take pics

joalyne disturbing the drunk bday gal =)

POM exam is finalli over, the next hurdle - HRM exam in 2 days time =( yet nothing gets into mind, haiz..

Last friday, attended Cousin's baby gal, Levene 1 year birthday party at Earshot cafe. Sat nite met up wif ah gal & peiliNg thereafter to chat.. Life is getting boring due to my hectic schedule but soon i'll be back to where i am. Everything will be the same nothing changed.

My dear wifey peiliNg, i'll be there for u no matter wat k!! Remember to go relax ourselves after ur exam on the 16th k..

mEanwhile just some pics taken recently.

Sis & Ian

Ian & Yi yi

My baobei Aston

So cute aiN't he

God, Pls save me!!

POM exam is just in less than a week's time, to be exact 6 more days only and I have not started revising even a single thing. Worst to say, I dun even understand this topic at all. Out of the 20 lessons for POM & HRM, I did not complete a full lesson i shd say.. Every lesson without fail, i'll slipped off during break time. I'm full of regrets now for not paying attention in class cos i dun understand a single thing. Got to really put in double effort to study now but with such a short period of time. Stress!!!! Maybe i shd burn all the notes & drink it.. LOL =) Serve myself right now ...

I dun ask for much just a pass will do... Tired ..