You choose to believe someone u noe only for 3 months rather than believe someone you live wif for the past 6 years and willing to give up everything for u. How mesmerised u are by her & how hurting it is to me!!! But watever i say u will never believe me, u only got eyes for HER now.Aniwae if U or UR friend do read this post, pls also convey to tat cunning gal. I will contact her is hoping to save my r/s wif u. My conversation was only to ask whether is she realli true to u as wat i heard is she do haf a bf too and how indecisive she can be. dun wish to see u being hurt by her but how naive i am. To prevent u from getting hurt, in turn i put myself into more hurt from u to me. She's the one who say that she will not tell u we both had contacted & ask me to deny even if u ask me bout it. But yet she's also the one who goes & tell u bout everything,like a pathetic person being pestered by me. So how stupid i am, tat's y i will lose to her. I admit i will never win her in her cunning act as i'm just a simple gal hoping to haf a happy life wif someone i love. Everything she noes was asked by her yet to u it make it out to be, me telling her everything to break u guys up. Tues nite u were out wif her yet she asked me where did u go, just to test me out. I just told her the truth tat i noe as wat u told me tat u were out wif ur campmate but in the end she told me a diff story. Incredible!! I'm not such a slut unlike someone. How 2 headed she can be, facing me telling me tis kind of guy where can want yet next moment still turning to you. telling me she will leave & not contact you, next moment wat i hear is a diff thing. Is my stupidity that landed myself in all tis pain, not knowing how realistic & cruel the society & the ppl are. Let tis serve as a lesson learnt for me and to be smarter in future.
I asked u to put urself in my shoe. If rite now, the person who couldn't make the decision is me & playing 2 sides out, wat will u do. Ur reply was tat u will beat the guy up before breaking up rite. Does that means i shd do the same to vent and appease all my anger. Perhaps i shd, since tis gal doesn't deserve my pity as all along i tot she was being lead along and deceive by u but seeing how vicious she is, i doubt so. So hope our path will never meet as i can't promise how rationale i can be for this period of time.
And to tat xxxxN, though i dun noe u well. I also dun wish to noe aniwae. U are the most loathesome person, no no i shd say creature i haf ever seen. Though i never talk much to u there's also no need to break ppl's relationship up. From things i hear and the things u did, u play a part to break and pair him up wif someone else whom u guys are comfortable wif, who will go out wif u guys rather than me. Perhaps cos u doesn't haf a happy marriage, u dun like people to be happy as well. U can be as flirt as u like but dun affect others to be the same like u, hafing many gal friends and stuff like tis. U are not young yet ur tinking isn't likewise. Please grow up.... Hope u noe who u are.
I'll not pinpoint names here just in case someone sues me. And it is definately not worth it.. LOL =)
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